Urge to Merge
Belt Buckle
Silver, gold plate, diamond and Lapis stones. 3-3/4" x 2 1/2"
Silver, gold plate, diamond and Lapis stones. 3-3/4" x 2 1/2"
This design is clearly meant to to be explicit. And I cherish being free enough to express it. As with many of my more audacious designs, I laughed all the way through the process and my hands danced in celebration. I guess it was the discovery that even though my mind had accepted all the taboo programs related to sex that I was free to go beyond them. I had really always been free but just didn't realize it. One just has to laugh at how naive we sometimes are.
The simplicity of existence and how complicated we make it is really low comedy, like slipping on a banana peel. It really comes down to this: we are all low down little fuckers just like all natural beings on this planet.
In the same vein, if you want to continue: Shivalingua, Yin/Yang, putting a male plug into a female socket and bingo, the light goes on. the sacred and the profane- The creative act of procreation is the profane part and the spiritual union merging into oneness is the sacred. There are three events that require being in the here and now: Death, orgasm and meditation. Not possible to be anywhere else.
She Popped the Question....A related essay.
"Do all sanyassin men fuck that way?" Well, I didn't have an answer but the question lodged in my mind. Of course there wasn't an answer because I have never experienced the fucking of all the other sanyasin men. I have experienced men fucking during orgies but had no idea what was going on inside of them except that they seemed to be enjoying themselves immensely. When engaged in the acts of fucking , and that includes all activity before or after penetration, if indeed penetration occurs at all, the energy of the event takes over and there isn't much else happening in the universe outside of this merging. It is an inner experience that is being shared with whomever is in the same frequency. I can say the same about dancing and dynamic meditations. sometimes in choral singing, drumming or music in general. the dynamics of the energy, synergistic resonance. I cannot take responsibility for an others action or participation. I am just able to keep up with the present moment of it all once entering the state. It's very fragile, so consciousness of the vibration is all there is. And how to comment on states of consciousness?
There have been personal experiences that left me with overwhelming gratefulness, yet totally baffled. Looking into the beloveds eyes an both knowing that this can only remain a secret between us. That we cannot even verbalize to each other the realities we have experienced. What to say about a third party?
All too often sex has been defined as the lowest form of love. Well, it is also the door to a higher consciousness. That door is an entry. It is personal and most intimate and eternal.. A door standing in space with a sign over it saying "Be aware, don't get hung up on the door frame" The space is sacred and mystical. We all experience nanoseconds of its unforgettable, close up, or rather internally Our hands and noses always get their way, even in our denial. Yes, God is watching and knows your every thought. You were created that way, it's natures way, Gods way, God is love and God is good. Really good and we know it. That's what tickles us. Coming home is never a disappointment.
The simplicity of existence and how complicated we make it is really low comedy, like slipping on a banana peel. It really comes down to this: we are all low down little fuckers just like all natural beings on this planet.
In the same vein, if you want to continue: Shivalingua, Yin/Yang, putting a male plug into a female socket and bingo, the light goes on. the sacred and the profane- The creative act of procreation is the profane part and the spiritual union merging into oneness is the sacred. There are three events that require being in the here and now: Death, orgasm and meditation. Not possible to be anywhere else.
She Popped the Question....A related essay.
"Do all sanyassin men fuck that way?" Well, I didn't have an answer but the question lodged in my mind. Of course there wasn't an answer because I have never experienced the fucking of all the other sanyasin men. I have experienced men fucking during orgies but had no idea what was going on inside of them except that they seemed to be enjoying themselves immensely. When engaged in the acts of fucking , and that includes all activity before or after penetration, if indeed penetration occurs at all, the energy of the event takes over and there isn't much else happening in the universe outside of this merging. It is an inner experience that is being shared with whomever is in the same frequency. I can say the same about dancing and dynamic meditations. sometimes in choral singing, drumming or music in general. the dynamics of the energy, synergistic resonance. I cannot take responsibility for an others action or participation. I am just able to keep up with the present moment of it all once entering the state. It's very fragile, so consciousness of the vibration is all there is. And how to comment on states of consciousness?
There have been personal experiences that left me with overwhelming gratefulness, yet totally baffled. Looking into the beloveds eyes an both knowing that this can only remain a secret between us. That we cannot even verbalize to each other the realities we have experienced. What to say about a third party?
All too often sex has been defined as the lowest form of love. Well, it is also the door to a higher consciousness. That door is an entry. It is personal and most intimate and eternal.. A door standing in space with a sign over it saying "Be aware, don't get hung up on the door frame" The space is sacred and mystical. We all experience nanoseconds of its unforgettable, close up, or rather internally Our hands and noses always get their way, even in our denial. Yes, God is watching and knows your every thought. You were created that way, it's natures way, Gods way, God is love and God is good. Really good and we know it. That's what tickles us. Coming home is never a disappointment.